Gemma Ward again.

My boyfriend have a lot of fun showing me ridiculous and horrific yaoi-pics. He loves my reactions. But then he wants to make it up to me and this time, he showed me Kirk Acevedo... <3

My boyfriend is so kind to meee ~ <3

This is my relationship-philosophy...

HAPPY NEW YEAR YAAAAYAYAYAY!!

Actually, I won't feel like it's a new year until that damn february is over. I hate it. So when spring is coming, I will breath in the new year with satisfaction, hopefully.

But screw that!

I always say that I never ever draw of anyone but when I discovered Dexter Fletcher... I couldn't resist. He looks exactly like a character I could have invented. And also, I am glad I found him because I was having a hard time picturing how a certain prince in my story would look like. My head was filled with curly dark hair, a thin and boyish (how suprising) and beautiful but somehow experienced face, with a piercing deepnes in the eyes. And a young Dexter Fletcher is all that and a ton more.

Here is my character which is based on his looks...

It's not meant as a replica... I've gotten inspired but the character's already become his own person for me. But I am suprised how similar Dexter Fletcher I made him... I usually never put faces of real people in my stories. My own gets there a lot though, but I can dissociate those characters from myself, but I get into their character at the same time. They are me, at the same time... somehow.

Well... that's the gist of it. Happy new year!

Btw... I spent new years eve with my boyfriend, my dogs, mom and sister - watching The Dudesons and OZ...

Awesome way to ring in the new year...

Loooooook!! Moomin-clothes!!!

I. LOVE. MOOMIN.

How awesome is my desk!? I got Moomin-cups and pink shoes for Christmas, among other things. It looks so precious... I love The Moomins with all of my heart.

Nagisa is cuuute!

Ho ho ho, Christmas is coming, it's tomorroooow. I wonder if I will get anything I wished for or if I just get random awesome presents anyway!

I couldn't afford so cool gifts this year and I haven't had much time either so the paintings won't be big and... big. Yeah yeah.

Btw, it feels like I've started to take my writing more seriously. I want to actually finnish something soon and I feel like one of the stories I work on can be finnished with my current ideas. It's more surreal so I can play around with subconsciousness and dreams and memories and paradoxes. It's nice not having to consider society, laws, economics, history, science, social problems and warfare, trying to be as accurate and realistic even though it is a fantasy story. But that is what I want for that/those stories. Also, I forgot to mention cultures, traditions, mythologies, religions, and so on. But as I said, I want to put down that kind of work for those stories. But for the story in mind, I do not have to involve myself in such complicated and physical things. I can use psychology and thoughts and dreams to construct the scenario. Also, I get to play with a big contrast between light and darkness - purity and sickness. And I think it's a little more modern somehow. The clothes and vehicles and architecture is very mixed. I guess I want that futuristic feel to it.

Yeah, yeah. Random thoughts.

My natural hair colour is growing out goooood...

Hehehe, I confused you now huh?

I read he's the actor for Igor in Frankenstein. He looks pretty. Btw, I heard he was gay from my mom... wonder if that is true. That would make him even more pretty and awesome (I do not know why I think this way).

But here is my hairs outgrowth! I am not so cendré after all. I am just dark blonde, but I think it looks a little goldish sometimes. Happy!

Lol I couldn't resist! Haha!

I wish you a day filled with this!

I love this...

New things!